Me

My name is Stephanie. I'm 16 and I hate the world. I'm cold and hard to everyone. I have very few "Friends" b/c I trust no one. The earlier post was true I want to die but I fear death, in a way. No, if it is my time to go I'll go, but I don't want to kill myself, it's not that I think it wrong. I don't really care about suicide but I am too cowardly to kill myself. *Bitter laugh* I have trust issues along, wit other issues. Some say I'm depressed other's a drama-queen, goth, emo, angry, but I never really cared. I'm me and you're you. I smile when I want to cry, I never cry. I yell when I want to die, but to scared to do anything about it. I know I'm a horrible person. Always have been, always will be. I don't think that a lot of people would be sad if I died I mean I can be replaced as easily as getting a new student to fill me seat.
So, no this isn't my "Suicide Note" I'll still be alive for a while but for how long? *shrug* How should I know? well that's all for now maybe more later. Bye.